cHeErFuL

aCtUaLLy tOdAe i wAs vErI hApPy wHeN i aM oN mOii wAy tO kiM tiAn….cOz i fiNaLLy gEt tO sEe eUu….bUt wHeN i rEaCh tHeRe….eUu dUn eVeN wAn tO bOtHeR MiiE…oNli bOtHeR aBoUt tHe cY….aNd wHeN JiA xiN aNd i wAs bEiNg qUeStiOniNg bY hEr gOd mA….eUu jUsT oNli sIt aT oNe cOrNeR aNd kEePs oN LoOkiNg aT cY…eUu tReAt MiiE aS wAd…??? aS a tRaNspArEnT pErSoN…??? aNd tHe mOsT uPsEt tHiNg iS…wHy eUu wAn tO bLuFf  MiiE tAt eUu hAvE fOrgOtTeN hEr…??!!! bUt i nOe eUu sTiLL hAvEnT fOrGoT hEr…cOx iS sHe aNd sAb wHo wAn tO jIo MiiE aNd JiA xiN fIrSt…aNd sTiLL rEmEmbEr tHe dAy wE aLL fIgHt….eUu kEePs oN cOnsOlE aNd sIdE hEr….aNd eUu pEi hEr tIs fEw dAyS rItExXx ( eUu nEbBeR pEi MiiE aT aLL…) pEi hEr pOn sChOoL….sUpPoRt hEr aLL tiS wHiLe….i nOE eUu sAy eUu hAtExXx LiArS..bUt aLL tHe tiNgS i tEll eUu iS tHe fAcT….( aNd nOt a LiE..)___bUt eUu rAtHeR LeT MiiE gEt hUrT tHaN hEr…____aNd eUu rAtHeR bElIeVe hEr tHaN MiiE….cAn eUu sPaRe a tHoUgHt fOr MiiE mA…aNd tOdAe i oNli tEll eUu tAt sHe mAyBe wiLL pAtCh wiF eUu….aNd eUu fEeL vErI hApPy aFtEr hEaRiNg iT…eUu nOw mAybE fEeL vErI hApPy…bUt nOw i fEeL vEri sAd…!!!!! aNd fEeL i wAs bEiNg LefT oUt…!!!!

{____dOeS sHe sOo tRuStwOrThLy___???}

{____dId i eVeRytiMe LiE tO eUu___???} <<<<< aM i sOo uNtRuStAbLe???>>>>>

{____wAd iSsH dErR tHe pOiNt oF bEiNg tOgEtHeR wHeN yOuR hEaRt sTiLL hAvE hEr aNd nOt MiiE___???}

yEsTeRdAy i wAs sOo hApPy….cOz oF ***hiM***…hAhAs….mOii fRiEnDs aNd i dEcIdEd tO aSk ***hiM*** cOmE oUt (aCtUally iT wAs mOii iDeAs..hAhAs….)…tO tEll hiM sOmEtHiNg… sOo wE cAll hiM…aNd hE nEbBeR aNsWeR tHe cAll ( i tiNk hiS hIgH cArD nO $$ Le…jUz LyK MiiE…)….bUt hE dId cAll uS bAcK…aNd wE aSk hiM wHeThEr wAn tO cOmE gReAt wOrLd aNoT…he sAy yUpPiEs…bUt hE 4 sUmTINg oR 5 dEn cOmE…sOoN aFtEr…iT iS gOiNg tO 5 Le….aNd iT wAs tHe tImE hE cOmE aNd mEeT uS…i wAs sOo hApPy tAt hE cOmE!!!! bUt wHeN hE cOmE…hE sEeMs LyK vErI tIrEd…aNd nEbBeR tOk tO MiiE..sObBiEs*** hE kEePs oN tAlKiNg tO mOii fRieNdS…aNd nOt MiiE…sObBiEs**** bUt wHeN hE wAs aBoUt tO gO hOmE…hE kEePs oN sAyiNg bUai bUaI tO MiiE…i vErI dE hApPy…aNd wAnTeD tO sEnD ***hiM*** hOmE bUt tOo sHy Le….hAhAs…gOt tO eNd hErE Le…

____hApPiNeSs sIgNiNg oFf____

_____mIz ***hiM****____

____aNd LuRvE ***hiM*** LoTs LoTs___****M-U-A-C-K-X****

i LoOkEd uPoN tHe sKy….yOuR wOrDs cAmE tO mOii miNd…yOuR aCtIoNs fLoAtEd iN fRoNt wHeN cOuLd i sAy iT oUt??? aNyTyM tAt sHe wOuLd LeAvE LyK a wAy eUu LeFt MiiE!! yOuR fOoLiShNeSs aNd nAiVe sToP MiiE fRoM wArNiNg eUu tAt hEr hEaRt iSn’T wiF eUu….wHeN eUu aRe sTiLL tiNkiNg oF hEr…sHe iS tiNkiNg oF oThEr gUyS…sHe tReAtS eUu LyK s dIrT bUt eUu tReAtS hEr aS tReAsUrE!!! hAiXxX….iF eUu hAvE rEaD iT…jUsT iGnORe iT…dUn cArE wAd i aM wRitiNg…i aM oNli wRitiNg nOnsEnSe…

[aNd i dUn wIsH sOmEoNe sAy MiiE...wAs tRyiNg tO bReAk eUu aNd hEr uP]

sOo fEd!!!! u nOe wHy mA…cOx mOii mUmMy aNd i gEt sCoLdEd bY tHe LiBrAriAn fOr nOthiNg…wE jUsT oNli LaUghiNg qUiTe LoUdLy….sHe tiNk sHe wAd..oNli a LiBrAriAn…sOo??? sCaReD hEr mEhXxx….**pUkE*** aNd sOmEmOrE sHe iS fAt aNd nOt tHiN hOrXxx…aNd sHe dOeSnT eVeN hAvE a sExY bOdY aNd sTiLL pOsE hErSeLf….wAd i sEe fRoM hEr…iS oNli fAtS aLL aRoUnD hEr bOdy….aNd bY tHe wAy sHe iS jUsT oNli a uSeLeSs pErSoN tO MiiE….cOx sHe oNli nOe hOw tO sCaReD cHiLdReN bY sAyiNg "iF eUu aLL sTiLL mAkE nOiSe dEn i sHaLL cAll uR sChOol" pLeAsE La…iT iS oLd-fAsHiOn Le La…oNli vEri vEri vEri dE oLd aUnTiEs sAy tAt…hOpE sHe wiLL wAkE uP sOoNeR oR LaTeR!!! hAhAhAhAhAhAhAs….sOo fUnNy….aFtEr sAyiNg aLL tHe wOrDs tAt i fEeL LyK sAyiNg….i fEeL vEri cOmFoRtAbLe nOw Le…bUaI bUaI…gOt tO gO Le…miZ aLL oF eUu…

aRrLoWs…gUeSs wHeRe aM i nOw??? eRm….i aT nAtIoNaL LibRaRy….i sOo sIaO dE =p…cOx aT hOmE gOt cOmPuTer….aNd sTiLL cOmE hErE aNd pLaY….hAhAs…nOwAdAyS…i fElt vEri LoNeLy aNd sCaReD witHoUt ***hiM***i gOt tRy mOii bEsT tO fOrgEt hiM bUt i dUnNo wHy…mOii hEaRt sTiLL tiNkiNg oF hiM aNd fEeL LyK sEeiNg hiM eVeRy mOmEnT…hAixXx…wHeN cAn i tOtAlly fOrgEt aBoUt hiM??? bUt i tiNk iT iS iMpOsSiBlE dE..cOx oNcE i LuRvE a bOii vEri dEePly…i wiLL nOt fOrgEt hiM aNd hE wiLL bE iN mOii hEaRt fOrEvEr!!!!! tHeRe iS sOmEtHiNg i fEeL Lyk aSkiNg hiM…fIrStly…wHy hE wAn tO eNd tiS rElAtiOnShIp??? (mAyBe hE gOt hiS dIfFiCuLtIeS?) sEcOnDly…dIdNt wE pRoMiSe eAcH oThEr tAt wE wiLL nOt LeT tiS rElAtiOnShiP tO bE dRiFt aPaRt??? aNd LaStly….dIdNt wE sAy wE cAnT aFfOrD tO LoSe eAcH oThEr??? wHy mUz wE eNd LyK tAt!!! i rEaLLiE dUn wAn!!!! nOw i oNli hOpE tAt tiMe cAn tUrN bAcK (bUt i nOe iT iS iMpOsSiBlE dE) aNd wE cAn bE tOgEtHeR LyK LaSt tiMe LyK tAt!!!

____sAd aNd LoNeLy wiThOuT eUu____

____hOpE tO bE wiF eUu 184____

____hAiXxx….sOb sOb____

yEsTeRdAy mOii mUmMy aNd i wEnT tO hArBiN iCe wOnDErLaNd…wOw..iT wAs sOo fUn…eUu nOe wHy mA????!!! oKiEs…LeT MiiE tEll eUu…wE wEnT tHeRe bY cAb…aNd wHeN wE rEaCh tHeRe…wE wAs sOo hApPy aNd cUriOuS….sOo wE qUiCkLy gO aNd bUy tHe tiCkEt…aNd rEnT tHe cOaT…tHe cOaT wAs sOo LoNg tAt iT cOvEr mOii wHoLe Leg..hAhAhAhAhAhAs…=p aFtEr wEaRiNg tHe cOaT…wE wEnT iN…aBoUt 5 miNuTeS LaTeR…wE fElt bErRiE dE cOld bUt wE tRy tO sTaNd tHe cOldnEsS…sOoN aFtEr…wE dEcIded tO gO tO tHe ciNeMa aNd wAtCh *tHe mAiD*….tHe mOviE wAs sOo sCaRy tAt we sHoUtEd uNtiL tHe eNd oF tHe sHoW…hAhAs…eRm…

sAdNeSs sigNiNg oFf hErE….

tOdAe MiiE aNd mOii mUmMy (JiAxiN) gO tiOng bAhRu pLaZa aNd pLaY aRcAdE….wE wAnTeD to pLaY tHe rOcK fEvEr bUt aLoT oF pEoPlE wAnTeD tO pLaY oSo…sOo wE dEciDEd tO gO gReAt wOrLd…wE wEnT tO tHe aRcAdE aNd wE pLay sOmE oF tHe gAmE…iT wAs qUiTe fUn…aNd i oSo sAw ***hiM***aT tHe aRcAdE toO…i wAs sOo hApPy…bUt aBoUt 7 sOmEtiNg…wHeN i wAs aBoUt tO gO hOmE…i cRosS tHE bRiDgE aNd i sAw hiM aNd hiS pArT sTeAd….sOo i sTaY aT tHe bRiDgE aNd tiNk wAd hE wiLL dO tO hiS sTeaD…hE aUtO hOld her hAnDs..aNd sOmEmOrE hE gO aNd hUg hEr!!!!! i rEaLLiE fElt vEri sAd aFtEr sEeiNg aLL tHoSe tiNgs….bUt wAd cAn i dO??? i cAn oNli kEpT qUiEt wiF mOii fRiEnZ…. i rEaLLiE cAnT fOrgOt tHe dAy ***hE*** aNd hiS sTeAd aT tHe bUs-sToP dOiNg wAd….wHy mUz LiE tO MiiE??? aM i tHe tYpE oF pErSoN tAt vEri eAsy tO Lie aT?????!!!!wHy sHe cAn sHaRe aLL uR jOyS aNd sOrRoW…bUt i cAnT!!!! wAd eUu tReAt a rElAtiOnsHiP aS??? aS a jOb????gOt pArT tiMe aNd fUll tiMe????

===sAdNeSs wOrLd==== 

nOw iN mOii LiFe… i cAn oNli sEe bLaCk aNd wHiTe cOlOuR aNd nOt raiNbOW…and iN mOii wOrLd….iS LoNeLy, sAdnEsS aNd hUrT….aNd nOt chEeRfUL Le….                                                                                                                     

aRrLoWs….mOii nAmE cAlleD cHeErFuL….u nOe wHy mA…cOz i kEep oN lAuGhiNg nOn-stOp…aNd i a bIt sIaO…eRm….i Lyk tO gO oUt wiF mOii aii aii (wAn LiN), bAobEi (sAbRiNa) aNd mOii dEaReSt aH mA (JiAxiN)….thEy vErI dE fUnNy…aNd thEy Lyk tO jOkE….eRm…lEt miiE dEsCrIbE thEm tO u….wAn LiN = sHe Lyk tO dO sOmE fUnNy aCtIOn  aNd vOIcEs…bUt sHe vErI dE kiNd aNd hElpFuL…i sTill rEmEmBeR 1 tiMe….i iNjUrEd mOii Leg aNd vEri dIffiCuLt tO wAlK…sHe hElp miiE bY hOldiNg mOii hAndS aNd aSk miiE dUn wAlk tOo mUcH…i Lyk hEr aLot…sOo i mAkE hEr mOii aii aii….sAbRiNa = sHe iS cUtE, cHiO aNd fUnNy tOo…sOmEtiMeS sHe wiLL dO sOmE cUtE aCtiOn…bUt sHe qUiTe fIeRcE wHeN sHe iS aNgRy….bUt aNywAy i LyK hEr vErI mUcH…JiAxiN = aCtUally sHe iS mOii bAoBei dE..bUt i wAn hEr tO bE mOii aH mA..cOz sOmEtiMeS sHe wiLL dO sOmEtiNg tAtS aH mA wiLL dO….bUt iF u wiF hEr…u wiLL lAuGh nOn-sToP dE….aNd sHe iS cApAble iN mAkiNg pPl lAuGh…hAhAs…

                        {C-H-E-E-R-F-U-L…. sIgNiNg oFf….}